Hi. I'm literally so confused that I feel like crying. When I was in primary school I loved science so so much. In high school, I realised that my love leaned towards physics mostly. So even during my time in high school ,I loved physics. So what I thought was that I would do a course that leans towards physics. And I researched and found that the closest courses are engineering (mechanical to be specific) or the pure physics. But now I'm not at all sure. I feel like it was just a phase. But is it really? I still find myself loving how our world is changed because of it. I still feel like I would want it. But it feels like my mind is stuck and I'm paralysed. In addition, those around me say its not marketable. When I think of alternatives, I don't think I'll do it with much heart. Why does it have to be so hard? Why? The thought of thinking that you're throwing your whole life away for something that you're not even sure of. It's overwhelming. Parents, teachers, society have already branded. Is it really worth everything?

Hi. I'm literally so confused that I feel like crying. When I was in primary school I loved science so so much. In high school, I realised that my love leaned towards physics mostly. So even during my time in high school ,I loved physics. So what I thought was that I would do a course that leans towards physics. And I researched and found that the closest courses are engineering (mechanical to be specific) or the pure physics. But now I'm not at all sure. I feel like it was just a phase. But is it really? I still find myself loving how our world is changed because of it. I still feel like I would want it. But it feels like my mind is stuck and I'm paralysed. In addition, those around me say its not marketable. When I think of alternatives, I don't think I'll do it with much heart. Why does it have to be so hard? Why? The thought of thinking that you're throwing your whole life away for something that you're not even sure of. It's overwhelming. Parents, teachers, society have already branded. Is it really worth everything?